Rabu, 09 November 2011

Pasir Mbolang

Di luar sedang hujan sangat deras. Aku di kamar. Sendiri. Mendengarkan orkestra musik paling indah sejagad raya. Hujan. :)


Apa yang sedang ku pikirkan saat ini adalah, betapa dunia ini telah menjadi sesuatu yang asing, atau mungkin hanya perasaanku saja. Seolah dengan jendela yang kini terbentang di hadapanku, aku menjadi sebutir pasir asing dari sungai yang tak tahu apa-apa dan diterbangkan angin ke kota melintasi gedung pencakar langit yang gemerlap.

Bahkan aku mengenali sebutir pasir yang kini menjadi porselen anggun yang terpampang di suatu etalase toko elit itu...dulu ia teman bermainku. Berenang lincah diantara bebatuan melewati daun yang mulai membusuk di pinggir kali. Beberapa kali bahkan terantuk batu besar lalu hanyut meninggalkan "gempil" (baca luka) di tubuh kami. ehhm, mungkin hanya aku.

Setiap pasir mempunyai garis takdirnya masing-masing. Hanya saja, dia (temanku) sudah menemukan tempat tempelan yang kelihatannya paling "wow" di bidangnya. Tinggal aku yang kini masih mbolang jalan-jalan naik kereta angin ngeces melihatnya. Yuhuu... aku juga harus menjadi sesuatu. Bukan porselen, apapun itu, seperti nasehat ibuku... "Be anything, but something Best and Good in your Field"

Being Different

Coz we are different there no needs to be complain what you dont agree about..



Be thankful,
Don't humble a person from the money they have..
With money you can buy a house, but not peace.
you can buy a clock, but not time.
you can buy a bed, but not sleep.
you can buy a book, but not knowledge.
you can buy a doctor, but not health.
you can buy a position, but not respect.
you can buy blood, but not life.
can buy sex, but not love.

"the beautiful shine coz there is the ugly"
*correction: tidak ada jelek dan cantik. yang ada adalah sifat baik dan buruk. How beautiful your face are, but if your attitude is beast you are nothing.

Every single part of our body (eyes, nose, lips, finger, hair, ect) is just a gift that has been choosen without any strength from us to pick our fafourite one. Please God guides me to never humiliate someone else... because all of Your creation is the most perfect. God The Omniscient.

"the smart exist coz there is the stupid".
But every smart people comes from the baby who knew nothing. If some one think that anyone else is fool/stupid just because dont know one thing as you know, watch out, he/she probably just a growing babies that will have everything more than you ever think.



Coz we are different, respect yourself to be the "Good Differentiator"

Rabu, 02 September 2009

"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter